|Easter crafts with the new textas and pencils I brought.|
I've had my moments over the years since my uncle passed,
him passing really broke me and I felt so lost for a very long time.
and now that same feeling of grief sadness has rushed back in, It's been a rather crazy few weeks here actually the last few days in Australia, the coronavirus has now taken over majority of the countries around the world and is raising here in Sydney.
We are currently on partial lockdowns, we can go to work if our jobs are open and get essential like food or medicine.
and I am pretty sure at any moment it can change to a full lockdown.
I am so scared and I feel so guilty that my daughters have to go through this and every other child on this earth.
My girls stopped going to school on Tuesday, on the advice of the premier and our doctor
and I am grateful my parents have been able help us out as we both have our jobs running, even though we shouldn't as they are at the risk age so more guilt.
I feel so mean keeping them home from school as Dani just wants to go back and borrow books from her library.
We haven't even seen Chris' grandparents because we don't want to accidentally infect them.
I really don't know what else to do.
Today was my day off and we briefly left the house to attend a hospital appointment for Bella
and her previously broken arm, which is all good thankfully.
Now the next time I leave will be Sunday morning unless things change.
Are we stocked up with enough food I think we are but I don't really know.
Gabi's birthday is around the corner and I brought things for it before everything got out of hand just incase, I am even saving 2 eggs to make her a cake.
and this makes me cry.
You want to give your children the world plus more but look at it now.