I tell myself that tomorrow is a new day almost every day,
I feel so ridden with guilt most days that I just want complete silence so my head can just somewhat catch up on everything that has happened during the day.
The thing is that I no longer want to be a SAHM full time I want to be able to have a job, have a career that I feel passionate about and feel somewhat proud of what I do.
Don't get me wrong I love being with them but I also feel like I am giving them the wrong example, that only men work and women don't.
Gabi has already said "girls don't need to work!" which made me cringe.
So now I am here searching for jobs and trying to make my resume look better than before, fingers cross I get something.
Gabi picking veggies in the yard
Aftermath of pebre making